wondering….

Well yeah been really long time since I’ve written anything hasn’t it? Haven’t had time to check on it with everything I do in the day.

Anyhow on with this entry thingy.

Last night I was talking to Sylvia after she had taken like 12 advil (she had a headache) she called Nik.  I hadn’t talked to him for months. ALOT had changed since then.

He got put in a mental instution and into the room where they chain you to the wall or something like that. i didn’t know it but he is a psychopath and has maltiple personality discorder.

kinda nice to finally know i’m not the only one who is a psycho.

If I said that I had a book I was writing in about how I was going to killl everyone and what I would do to them would you say I was crazy?

It isn’t though.

It’s perfectly normal.

Perfectly, perfectly normal.

If they do say I’m crazy then I’m going to ask for the chainy room or the padded one though the chainy one seems better.

Hiyaz!

Well today has been ok I guess. I went to bed at like 6 this morning woke up thirty minutes later and tried to pull my alarm clock out the wall, later on when I finally woke up i noticed both my clock and CD player were on the floor and I have no idea how my CD player got there. Well i went to madeline’s and got a book and some CDs then went to Burger King. I thought I was over it for now but apparently I’m not. What I’m talking about is how I’m bulimic and anorexic most of the year. Well anyway I’m trying to stop and it’s hard I’ll admit that but I know I have to stop, though all the while I was eating my lunch I felt the need to throw it up even at this very moment I’m fighting the urge. If it wasn’t for the fact I wasn’t the one who bought it I would but I won’t since it was somebody else’s money and not my own. Well I’ll keep you updated on everything and maybe even write a list of things I will talk about just so you get an idea of it. Well see you all later! Bye!

xxx

Jennifer Jack knife

What This Is All About

Well I’ve had 3 blogs in the past all of which have become dead due to my lack of willingness to update them. That’s why I made this one this is going to be my long term blog the one I will actually care about. Now onto what I’m going to be talking about on here.

Well since I have never dared tell the world anything about myself I decided I should start, since some of the shit that I have done has had consequences I could help people learn from my mistakes.

So I hope this log will help people with some of the things they may be going through.